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Friday, October 31
Don't Quit Now... I think that I'm like my mom, and I don't like that. I've started noticing that she starts on stuff, gets really hardcore into it, and then just kinda wanes out of it. I feel like I'm doing that, too, and I don't want to. If I get started in something, I wanna take it through to completion. The thing that really bugs me about this is that I think I might be starting to "phase out" working out. And that just won't do. Granted, I've got all this shit wrong with me-my arm, knees recently, back sometimes, blah de blah blah-but I still feel like I'm getting lazier. Yesterday I actually watched TV all night. I haven't done that in forever. I could have been doing college or school or have gone to the library earlier like I thought about doing and reading a book. But I just sat on my ass and watched TV. That just won't do. I must rectify (no pun intended) the situation. Runnin' Round I'm thinkin' that I'll do marathon stuff for my independant study next semester. Train and run 'em. That doesn't help me now, however. So I still knead an idea. The lucid dream thing sounds cool, but I looked up some schtuff and it sounds like a lot more time and effort than I'm willing to put forth right now. I've been thinking about creative writing, but I don't know what I'd write about. Something creative, obviously, but I don't really have any wonderfully origianl (or just plain wonderful....or decent) ideas. Iunno. Pbbbblllllttttt. Macular Degeneration for Teens I almost lost my vision again today. And that (again) left me with a monstrous headache. Maybe I have a brain tumor or something. That'd save me the trouble of worryin' bout college. Thursday, October 30
Wednesday, October 29
I signed up to be a poster on Breakfast Tacos. Good stuff. I attempted doing college stuff today, but for some reason, I just really don't want to. I know the reason. I'm comfortable here. I don't want to go somewhere unknown. I've never met a challenge before, not really. It's very frustrating because I do want to go to college, I do want to try something new, I want to. But, for some reason, I guess I'm scared. I need to start applying for college and (maybe even more importantly) for scholarships. But I just can't make myself do it. I spent today looking at information on scholarship stuff, but really, I got nothing done. Nothing. God. I wish this would just be over. Makin' a resume, I guess. G-Fry I'm still looking for cool new thangs to do to this blog eia. I've found a whole lot o' neat sctuff out (t)here, but to imitate it would be that exactly: imitation. I don't think that's very cool, for them or for me. I'd always feel like I was doing someone else's thing, and they might not like that, anywho. Prolly be more or the former. Meh. I thought of another independant study idea. Lucid dreaming. Yeah. That'd be cool. Especially if I could get it to work. How freakin' neat would that be? To just wake up in a dream and do whatever you want? I had one dream like that one time. I did what I want to do in real life. Flyin' in the clouds. G-Fry Tuesday, October 28
Oof. I just ate a whole can of peaches in about five minutes. I'm muy with the fullness. At least, peach-wise. I have to do Teen Court tonight. It's gonna take a lot longer tonight than normal. Somewhere betwixt 1.5 and 3 hours instead of skirtin' one. Dang. Oh, well. On the plus side, I don't have that much homework tonight because I had a chem test on Monday....that I bombed. Meh. May shall be sweet. G-Fry Friday, October 24
Goodness gracious. The last few days, I've been exploring some blogs out here, and I must say that there are some good ones out there. Books, news/politics, weight loss (I just found this one)--they've got everything out here. I don't what I shall do. Mine is so boring. Everytime I find a new website, I just keep thinking, "I should have a section for that on my site. So....maybe I will. I could start a fitness site. But what would I put there? Well, I would have to start challenging myself to things, wouldn't I? Maybe I could run a race...I bet there's one sometime before the year is over....maybe. Or I could train to run one really fast next year. I know of Springfest. That's a...um....10 K? 5? I don't remember. But if I start now, I could definately finish that fast. I think I may just do that.... I think that a blog with an actual purpose would definately be nice. G-Fry Thursday, October 23
I think I knead to change the address of this thing. I don't think I like it anymore. Meh. I'm thinking about starting two new pages on here: one for reading, like Virtual Marginalia, and one for news-ish stuff, simliar to Pstupidonymous. Both would be helpful to me, in the keepin'-on-readin' area, and in the keepin'-up-with-schtuff area. Plus, if I still can't think of anything, I can go ahead and do them as my independant study. Speakin' of that, does anyone know where I could find a wheelchair? I came up with the idea of wheelchairing for a week and then typin' up my experiences/etc. It'd take some planning and talking to Caudle, but I think it would be good. Goodness. I use "think" a lot. G-Fry Tuesday, October 21
Good gravy. I finally finished House of Leaves. Awesome book. Definately recommend it for all. And don't ask me what it's about; it's too complicated and I just won't tell you. Amanda asked me if I would like to attend the Halloween par-tay that she, Loretta, and Jessi are having, and of course I accepted. I dig the Halloween-ness. I hope that we won't get all distanty. I want to be friends with her, and I'm tryin' not to be distant, but I hears through the grapevine that it appears that I am. If nothing else, the party should help with that -ness. I knead to figure out something to do for my independant study in Phoenix. I've been thinkin', and I've thunk about building something, but that costs money; maybe writing something, either a story or a research paper; but I'm not very good at stories and I don't have time to research something that doesn't correlate with what I'm studying. I've thought about maybe a presentation of martial arts stuff, but I wouldn't be able to do that in the room, for lack of time and, depending on what I did, for lack of room. Goodness. I don't know what I shall do. If anyone has any ideas, feel free to give 'em up. Por favor. Sheniqua Lafayette: the first Black, French-American, Jewish Woman President of the United States. G-Fry Friday, October 17
I dig short weeks. Three days of school and outta there at 1:30 on Friday. Big pimpin'. My mom told me yesterday that she has 500 bucks worth of credit at the clubs (including Stonebriar) and that I should take my girlfriend out to dinner. Had to come up sometime, I guess. Kinda sucks though. That's a lotta dinner. Specially since she gets half off anyhow. Manfred and I knead dates for it, then. Any girls willing to dress up, have dinner, and then a make-out/meaningless sex session should notify us via this. All aplicants are subject to a drug test. I think Kaitlyn just got here. G-Fry Tuesday, October 14
I feel like a jackass. I always feel like a jackass whenever a realationship ends. I don't know why. I just get all pissed off at myself. I think everything that I said to Amanda was just....asshole-y. And maybe it was. That's what really makes me mad with myself. That maybe I was an asshole, and I don't want to be. I like Amanda. I never meant to say anything that was stupid or mean or anything like that, but when I look back on it, it seems like everything I said was. And I get mad at me. I feel like suck a prick. [Insert quote about damn emotions here]. G-Fry Amanda and I broke up. We're gonna be friends. Manfred thinks I should ask to be friends with benefits. I think he's smarter than we give him credit for.... I'm pissed off. I don't know why. I did the breaking up. I guess it's just cuz I've never had a successful move from the datingness to friends and there's just no reason why we shouldn't be friends. It's what feels right(er?) to me. Iunno. Maybe--I think I may have mad her angry when I mentioned that I thougt she had been flirting with what's-his-face. I'm not sure. I hope not. I didn't mean to. And I didn't really care that she did. I didn't like that he was. A guy should show more respect. She's not my property, she's welcome to do what she wants, but you don't flirt with someone when the person they're dating is right freakin' there. Iunno. Maybe I'm the same way with some girls. Prolly am. With like, everyone I know. So I guess I shouldn't be angry. Meh. And I have to do all my homework/college SHIT tommorrow. Dammit....... How many m's are in tom(m)orrow? G-Fry Sunday, October 12
I be up in da hizzie eia in Den-TON! Word, G! I'm up here visiting Kaitlyn and Amanda here at UNT. Man. On Sundays, they've got just about as much to do as we do in Allen, like....everyday. Meh. I don't have much else to say right now. Good grief. Don't click on that. G-Fry Saturday, October 11
I'm finally getting in gear on this college crap. I'm printing out the Coca-Cola scholarship form thinger. Hopefully I'll get it and some other stuff done this weekend. I mean, this FOUR DAY WEEKEND! Fo' SHIZZLE! Kevin and I are going to the thrift store soonish. And tomorrow Manfred and I are goin' to Denton to see Kaitlyn and Amanda. Word, g. He's here. I'm out. I'll talk later.... Bein' thrifty. G-Fry Sunday, October 5
I don't like this. Not one bit. All this college crap building up around me. I have to get started on it all, but I just can't do it, you know? The choices I make are going to change my life. Forever. It's going to effect my life for the rest of it. That's a lot o' thinkin'. How am I supposed to choose now what I want to do in twenty years? How am I supposed to know what I want to do now? It just sucks. I could tell you other stuff I've been doing, but I don't feel like it. G-Fry 
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